dReAmInG oF fAiRyTaLeS...

Can't get what used to be
outta my head
Memories of you on repeat.
Trying not to regret
and failing miserably.
Too many of those
shoulda/woulda/coulda's
floating through my mind.

Wishing on a star
for things to be different.
Not sure if I'm being truthful
to me. to you.
maybe it's the loneliness
talking.

I just want someone to be
there.
a MAN to truly love.
hold. laugh. cry with.
to be my friend
& lover.

[REVELATION]

I thought I missed you.
but really....what i missed
was what you represented.
who i thought you were.
what i wanted you to be.

you're not what I want.
He has yet to be found...
that man God made especially
for me.
but I know he's just around
the corner.
And the loneliness
that makes me miss you
and wonder what if?


will be a distant memory.